I do want to write something up about “9/11” or “September 11” or however you “call” “it.” BUT it is crucial for me to do so TOMORROW. So for now, I just want to say that I remember and will never forget that day – I am sure all of those of us who were old enough to remember know exactly where we were and with whom and what else was going on. It was a beautiful blue early fall day … only a few clouds in the sky … and being so close to New York, I really thought that we might be able to SEE it. We couldn’t.
At any rate, I want to acknowledge the fact that I am remembering all those we lost to the anathemas that have collectively become known as the date on which they occurred. I pray still for those who lost family members and friends and partners and I pray for those whose health was negatively affected. I thank God (and the Universe) for the inherent GOODNESS of others who rushed to help and who continued to help for so long afterward. Manhattan is a very different place now (and on that day) than it was when I was much younger. But to this day the skyline looks … wrong … without the Twin Towers.
I hope you are having a happy and healthy day and, as I mentioned earlier, I will be writing more about this tomorrow or the next day (for good reason). Please just remember, my heart is STILL with YOU.
❤ Always, Beth
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I have been living with chronic illness since I was 2 months old. My first "formal" chronic illness diagnosis was Behçet's Disease - I was 17 at the time. I was later diagnosed with Common Variable Immune Deficiency (I more or less led the doctors to that diagnosis - that story is for another time!) and those have been my "primary" two illnesses. I have many other "secondary" diagnoses such as seronegative Rheumatoid Arthritis, Chiari 1 Malformation (a result, I believe, of the Behçet's causing aseptic meningitis time and again since it had never appeared in brain scans before I was about 24-25), osteoporosis, compression fractures of the thoracic spine, and many others. I know what it is like to feel as if you have lost years of your life that you can never recover from illness and the many restrictions it places upon you in your everyday life. I just want you to know that I know what it is like and I have been there through every period of my life - you are NOT ALONE! Please do not hesitate to contact me if you ever need someone to talk with or someone just to listen to you - I am always here! Thank you for taking the time to read this and my other posts and I hope you are having a happy and healthy day no matter where you are in the world! Take care.
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