Funny, this book was actually sitting on the very top box of the very top pile of boxes of books i have yet to “unload” onto my shelves. These nights at the “new place” have been spent either sleeping more soundly than I can remember sleeping in years and years and years or sleeping horribly with non-stop nightmares. This has been the latter type of night.
I don’t really want to talk too much about the kind of dreams or the dream I just had (there is a DEFINITE pattern); suffice it to say they are nightmares and they are not nightmares that I really should even be having because even in the pale light of the moon, I see very clearly that the things I seem to need so desperately in these dreams are never things I want or would want at this point in my life.
On that cliffhanger, I suppose I will bid you an “I do, adieu.” That says everything.
❤ Always, Beth
P.S. I have my ginger baby with me and he might be a needy little guy but he sure does love me and I sure do love him!!! And it helps to have a red-headed friend around in times of need 🙂
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I have been living with chronic illness since I was 2 months old. My first "formal" chronic illness diagnosis was Behçet's Disease - I was 17 at the time. I was later diagnosed with Common Variable Immune Deficiency (I more or less led the doctors to that diagnosis - that story is for another time!) and those have been my "primary" two illnesses. I have many other "secondary" diagnoses such as seronegative Rheumatoid Arthritis, Chiari 1 Malformation (a result, I believe, of the Behçet's causing aseptic meningitis time and again since it had never appeared in brain scans before I was about 24-25), osteoporosis, compression fractures of the thoracic spine, and many others. I know what it is like to feel as if you have lost years of your life that you can never recover from illness and the many restrictions it places upon you in your everyday life. I just want you to know that I know what it is like and I have been there through every period of my life - you are NOT ALONE! Please do not hesitate to contact me if you ever need someone to talk with or someone just to listen to you - I am always here! Thank you for taking the time to read this and my other posts and I hope you are having a happy and healthy day no matter where you are in the world! Take care.
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