Hello world! I am writing to inform yinz that yes, I did miss yesterday. And yes, this is a “filler post” just to let you know that I am on my way out to CHURCH with a friend (*gasp!* I actually used to go to church religiously … heh.); but I do plan on writing more here later – particularly on the topic of “nightmares.” Lately I seem to be having these “nightmares” reflecting on my state of “aloneness” … except the characters in the dream seem to be replacing people in MY current life (they are people who actually exist and one person with whom I had a long relationship; however, I have no interest in this person whatsoever so it is interesting that my “nightmares” are taking this shape – something I’m looking into!). I think the parallels are presenting because the life situation is very parallel in many ways (not mine; the “people” who are replacing others), although perhaps the positions are flipped.
At any rate, I hope you are all having a happy and healthy day wherever you are in the world! I am off for now (dear GOD I haven’t been to church in years and years!) but I will do my very very best to be back soon! Have a great morning (or evening or afternoon!) and remember my heart is always with YOU.
❤ Always, Beth
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I have been living with chronic illness since I was 2 months old. My first "formal" chronic illness diagnosis was Behçet's Disease - I was 17 at the time. I was later diagnosed with Common Variable Immune Deficiency (I more or less led the doctors to that diagnosis - that story is for another time!) and those have been my "primary" two illnesses. I have many other "secondary" diagnoses such as seronegative Rheumatoid Arthritis, Chiari 1 Malformation (a result, I believe, of the Behçet's causing aseptic meningitis time and again since it had never appeared in brain scans before I was about 24-25), osteoporosis, compression fractures of the thoracic spine, and many others. I know what it is like to feel as if you have lost years of your life that you can never recover from illness and the many restrictions it places upon you in your everyday life. I just want you to know that I know what it is like and I have been there through every period of my life - you are NOT ALONE! Please do not hesitate to contact me if you ever need someone to talk with or someone just to listen to you - I am always here! Thank you for taking the time to read this and my other posts and I hope you are having a happy and healthy day no matter where you are in the world! Take care.
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